News about Brandie & Gail
You've probably noticed that in the last channeling that I, Gail" did it on my own. Do to continuous life evolution, and circumstances in both Brandie's and my life, the blog must evolve as well. Brandie has had to go back to work full time, and with the baby, is unable to dedicate as much of her time to the blog as she was able to in the past. That said, she will still be an integral part, and you may find at times I will do a channeling or Brandie will do one or we may do ones together. This is evolution.
This process has been hard for me as a double Taurus, (sun and rising sign) both in Taurus, change for me is difficult. I've really had to let go and trust as I go with the flow. It's been scary at times listening to the "Elders" about taking on more responsibility, doing channelings on my own. I was always more comfortable behind the scenes, but that is no longer what's being asked of me.
. Since the start of 2013 and excepting the job of being in service with The Akashic Records of The New Paradigm, as well as just being in service to the light for the light, my life has changed in ways I never saw coming. I ended a 24 year marriage, moved from a big house which I loved, in a small town to a small home that I share with 3 others (I rent the upper part with my daughter, and 2 young men rent the basement), in a city 2 hours away from where I used to live. I quit a job where I had seniority and security that I had been doing for almost 20 years, to being in service full time and trusting that I'm okay and my needs will be taken care of. I left a lifestyle that promoted financial security and abundance. I ended friendships and a whole previous way of being,
The most painful thing for me was having to leave behind my dogs, Diesel and Gidget, because of finances and the cost of housing concerning pets, I was unable to take them. I moved out of my home on May 23rd, I saw my dogs 3 more times after, then Diesel decided it was time to drop body as the transition of my moving was too much for him and his loneliness broke his heart. Before he went home he came and found me in my new home and I helped him cross over. I AM at present clearing the grief over this, because I had to leave, and sadly part of leaving was leaving them behind, but none of that life resonated with me anymore (if it ever really did). The more I raised my vibration the harder it became to be in relationship, not only with my ex but with others as well. It was like I was speaking a totally different language from others around me. It became physically and emotionally painful to be around others not on the same path as me in that moment. Just my being was triggering them. I was being walked through my mastery, and still am. But I made the conscious choice to evolve, I went from being a follower and seeker to my own inner knowing and way of being.
As a double Taurus who really disliked change I can say, I AM grateful for the changes I have been through, I AM at peace, and I look forward to more changes. I AM free to go through my ascension process, totally and completely authentic, and only be focused on that, my ascension. But that's what I came here to do, and I AM loving it.
Thank You All for being on this journey with Brandie and I,
Gail
